In 2015 I decided that this year, 2016, would be a year where I became more engaged with the development community by speaking at meetups and conferences. I've met my goals and am even working on my first book.
Although this has been a great year with experiences I'd never regret I'm also left feeling like I'm continually falling behind in my other pursuits. With four months and many obligations remaining in 2016 I've decided that next year, 2017, will be the Year of Catching Up.
In the past five years I've accumulated 20+ technical books that I've hardly touched (if I've even read at all!), close to 100 books of fiction that I've neglected in favor of career time (if alert) or Netflix time (if not), scores of video games that I've bought on a whim that I've never even installed. There are many social activities that I've begged off from in hopes that I'd use the time to add to my book or prepare for a conference.
With every title I purchase I wonder whether I'll ever catch up. Whether I'll be around to indulge whatever curiosity caused me to add an item to my collection. I hate feeling that way. I remember when I was younger (and considerably poorer) that every book I bought felt like a luxury. Every DVD was an indulgence. Now I make compulsive purchases that just sit around neglected.
I don't expect that I'll clear my stack in 2017 but I'd like to end the year feeling like I've made significant progress. I expect I'll also continue adding to that stack, but as long as I'm digging into the stack faster than I'm adding then I'll feel some level of accomplishment.
To that end in 2017 I will only be submitting to conferences on material that I've already presented. That means talks on refactoring Angular applications, explorations of RxJS, my Applesoft BASIC flashback talk, or my talk with Andy McConnell on building developer culture.
What if there is an exciting new framework in my future? What if I yearn to share my knowledge? The truth is there are many passionate people in my local community equally able to cover the same material. For me 2017 will be a year of cooling down a little bit, a year of catching up, and a year of contemplating what I really want to accomplish in the long run.
We in the tech field are lucky. If you miss one train there will be another shortly behind it. The technologies we need to master by 2020 haven't been invented yet. There's little to be lost in taking your time and focussing.
Clearly my comment has nothing to do with your post. I confess to falling into you through Sam's posts, etc. and I just want to leave it here. You were 'called,' to do this, to change the perspective of those who know not, or only pay attention to the current momentum. Now that I know better, I will be better; vote better and become far more critical about what my impulse choices may mean to the larger community, particularly the children. I am most pleased your voice and wisdom has shifted my reality. Thank you, Corinna.
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